Wednesday, January 10, 2007

Stuck in no where.


Have you ever have so much things in mind but none is moving? when you try so hard to do everything and accomplish everything but things got stuck in a middle and you get frustrated and stop everything? Ouh i fucking hate that! And you'll end up zero instead of hero. And looking at some other great achievements make me so unworthy and feel bad about myself. Anyway, thats just what i'm currently feeling today.. well to be precise.. now!

Its always not healthy to compare yourself with someone else.. or something else. It boosts the motivation at first but as you try and make an attempt and put so much expectations to it.. you fail and that makes you so sad. Everything that i do does not seem to work these days.This frustrations disturbs my concentration and i can't seem to focus on my work now.

So much things to do so yet so lil time. I have to learn to prioritize things. I can't seem to think in piece. Maybe i'm lack of something and i need to search for it to get everything started smoothly. Maybe i'm drowned and drifted a lil bit out of track. So, i hope before i get too lost in a middle i have to search my way back to where i started. But where do i start now... *blurrr*


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bismillahirrahmanirrahim

2 comments:

Amiruddin Karim said...

Sometimes, all you need to do is stop, take just a few steps back and look at the surroundings carefully. Then, trust your intuition.

marshmallow said...

yeah. i guess that would do best before you get lost too far and its too let to turn back!