Monday, November 29, 2004

Back off!! I'm volcanic today..

I woke up this morning with a hope that i could carry on my day with a glowing smile.. but suddenly dark clouds came right above my head and strike me a very fierce thunder! My day turns out to be very gloomy. I know shits happen regardless who you are and what mood you choose to have on that particular day.. But please.... today is monday.. not again.. not another monday blues for me!

I had an argument with someone this morning.. Definitely an argument that i never want to start or even drag.. coz i bet it won't bring anywhere or clear any dark clouds away. Arguing with someone who has an extremely high rate of egos is a no-no situation that you might want to intervene.. If you keep your mouth shut, they might think that you are guilty and don't have anything against it; whereelse if you stand on your words, they might think that you are trying to cover up your shits!!

The volcano was about to errupt its magma. Those words were becoming so sarcastic and incisive. It somehow caused me become more pressurized and forced upwards to the surface.. voila' the volcano finally burst!

Well, we have the rights to tell or not to tell. Its not that you are trying to lie or cheat on someone.. its just a matter of keeping things to yourself. If you think you prefer to keep things to yourself..whats wrong with that. I mind my own beeswax..and you take care your own goddamn shits.. can't you deal with it?

It was not a cinch to handle such an impossible rate of egos. It seems to be over the equilibrium point. I decided to cut it out and jumped off the car to calm myself down. Another word from me will definitely drop me into tears.. This watery eyes can't barely hold the drops anymore. Wished that i won't bump into someone i know. But things always come when you don't need 'em. Damn..out of all the days.. i met my someone that i never met for sometime.. not one but TWO! Immediately wiped away those tears and act like nothing happened. I was good in that.. hope they don't notice anything..unless.. yeah.. unless they read this blog.. damn!

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