Have u ever bumped into someone that reminds u of your childhood? The way she walks, the way she smiles, the way she talks, the way she sulks, the way she does every single moves make you put yourself into the miniature you? Well, i was patiently waiting for my sister at my usual waiting place whenever i wanna hitch a ride with her; KL Sentral Departure Exit (yeah, the same place i saw the hot gay..) Trying to clear my cache out from the stress day. Garbage in garbage out..i was really in a need of having a cup of joe or a chow down with my chickaz.. talk out..laugh out..nothing more but schmoozing like old times, but most of my galfriends are bz with their partners and life now. My empty mind suddenly flashed back into a very classic background..(if i can picturize it..it shall be in sepia mode) when i saw one chubby gal with a pointed chin.. with her curly locks..sitting down alone.. her mom was actively talking to a middle aged lady.. i can barely hear what they were talking.. some tupperware party gossips i guess! "Tupperware murah..bla..bla..bla.. new year..*&ΕΎ!@. bla.. rumah kak Dayah..bla..bla.." hehheh...not only youngsters obsess about new year party whereas the makcik are also bz planning for their tupperware party! it made me smile for a sec..what a generation gap.. there i go again..drifting..ok i'm back to my story now..Anyway, the conversation didn't catch my attention much.. but the lil 'me'.. hey thats me! i swear to god she looks so much like me when i was 4-5! There was something in her eyes.. it was something in her looks that made me think that she's lack of something.. she was sitting there looking at her mom and trying to gain her attention but to no avail.. hey lil kid... whats wrong with you? u need company? poor u empty soul.. i was talking to myself..trying to connect some sort of telepathic conversation with the lil gal.. suddenly my own conversation started to echo back to my soul.. does the lil gal need a company or me myself the one who needs one? The gal i was observing was actually a reflection of me.. my contemplative moment suddenly disturbed by a honk. geez my sis arrived.. hence the question keeps haunting me the whole journey.. do i really need a company?can't human live alone.. talk alone? or am i just being too pathetic? or should i toss the feeling away? lil gal.. thou shall not be like me..
Tuesday, December 28, 2004
A lil gal & me
Have u ever bumped into someone that reminds u of your childhood? The way she walks, the way she smiles, the way she talks, the way she sulks, the way she does every single moves make you put yourself into the miniature you? Well, i was patiently waiting for my sister at my usual waiting place whenever i wanna hitch a ride with her; KL Sentral Departure Exit (yeah, the same place i saw the hot gay..) Trying to clear my cache out from the stress day. Garbage in garbage out..i was really in a need of having a cup of joe or a chow down with my chickaz.. talk out..laugh out..nothing more but schmoozing like old times, but most of my galfriends are bz with their partners and life now. My empty mind suddenly flashed back into a very classic background..(if i can picturize it..it shall be in sepia mode) when i saw one chubby gal with a pointed chin.. with her curly locks..sitting down alone.. her mom was actively talking to a middle aged lady.. i can barely hear what they were talking.. some tupperware party gossips i guess! "Tupperware murah..bla..bla..bla.. new year..*&ΕΎ!@. bla.. rumah kak Dayah..bla..bla.." hehheh...not only youngsters obsess about new year party whereas the makcik are also bz planning for their tupperware party! it made me smile for a sec..what a generation gap.. there i go again..drifting..ok i'm back to my story now..Anyway, the conversation didn't catch my attention much.. but the lil 'me'.. hey thats me! i swear to god she looks so much like me when i was 4-5! There was something in her eyes.. it was something in her looks that made me think that she's lack of something.. she was sitting there looking at her mom and trying to gain her attention but to no avail.. hey lil kid... whats wrong with you? u need company? poor u empty soul.. i was talking to myself..trying to connect some sort of telepathic conversation with the lil gal.. suddenly my own conversation started to echo back to my soul.. does the lil gal need a company or me myself the one who needs one? The gal i was observing was actually a reflection of me.. my contemplative moment suddenly disturbed by a honk. geez my sis arrived.. hence the question keeps haunting me the whole journey.. do i really need a company?can't human live alone.. talk alone? or am i just being too pathetic? or should i toss the feeling away? lil gal.. thou shall not be like me..
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