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I woke up this morning with a hope that i could carry on my day with a glowing smile.. but suddenly dark clouds came right above my head and strike me a very fierce thunder! My day turns out to be very gloomy. I know shits happen regardless who you are and what mood you choose to have on that particular day.. But please.... today is monday.. not again.. not another monday blues for me!
I had an argument with someone this morning.. Definitely an argument that i never want to start or even drag.. coz i bet it won't bring anywhere or clear any dark clouds away. Arguing with someone who has an extremely high rate of egos is a no-no situation that you might want to intervene.. If you keep your mouth shut, they might think that you are guilty and don't have anything against it; whereelse if you stand on your words, they might think that you are trying to cover up your shits!!
The volcano was about to errupt its magma. Those words were becoming so sarcastic and incisive. It somehow caused me become more pressurized and forced upwards to the surface.. voila' the volcano finally burst!
Well, we have the rights to tell or not to tell. Its not that you are trying to lie or cheat on someone.. its just a matter of keeping things to yourself. If you think you prefer to keep things to yourself..whats wrong with that. I mind my own beeswax..and you take care your own goddamn shits.. can't you deal with it?
It was not a cinch to handle such an impossible rate of egos. It seems to be over the equilibrium point. I decided to cut it out and jumped off the car to calm myself down. Another word from me will definitely drop me into tears.. This watery eyes can't barely hold the drops anymore. Wished that i won't bump into someone i know. But things always come when you don't need 'em. Damn..out of all the days.. i met my someone that i never met for sometime.. not one but TWO! Immediately wiped away those tears and act like nothing happened. I was good in that.. hope they don't notice anything..unless.. yeah.. unless they read this blog.. damn!
I was reading one article on the internet and suddenly flashed my memory back of one incident happened a few months ago. This jaw-dropping incident disturbed my emotion for the whole day and perceptions towards fine looking man up till now. It took place in front of the Departure Exit in KL Sentral.. I was heading to my office with my normal routine pace~rushing, suddenly a tanned hunk beefcake probably in his early 30s caught my eye with his ABSOLUTE HUNK charisma. He managed to slow my pace down.. i was stunned by his whole PACKAGE.. Gosh that white semi transparent linen shirt falls comfortably on his lean abs.. he looks so clean and well groomed. Perfect enuff to be a stardom. He was on his cell phone talking to someone. His mid-low toned voice makes my heart
pumped even faster than the normal rate.. my adrenaline rushed in harshly into my veins.. but didn't want it to look too obvious.. did a bang up job in controlling my facial expression. Noticed with my eye tail he was glancing at me .. damn....my knee started feeling so week till i can't properly walk.. hold on gal..be strong and take a deep breath.. with full of charisma, i did a slight glance on him and yes! he was actually staring.. damn..The moment i passed by him, suddenly someone came over him and they started hugging each other followed by a 5 secs passionate kiss.. What an anti-climaxx! this is a far-fetched moment in my 26 year old lifehood to see such an incident actually happened live right infront of my face... yeah..maybe i was a bit naive or even too wet behind the ears, but hellowwww.. i haven't finished my story yet.. the one that he actually kissed was a dowdy-frowsty-bald-beer belly middle aged mat salleh chap! Grrrrrrrooossss!! what a low blow to see such a fine looking young bloke doing such despicable behaviour.. What a total waste to lose one of the God's beautiful creations. I wonder how many of this type of abstracted homo sapiens exist in this world!
It was one hell of a sleepy morning. Yeah..it was Monday blues indeed. I was antsy for the train and set my goals for today.. no more grace and respectful entering. I am gonna wildly enter and get a seat! I don’t care!! My goal of continuing my sleep in the train turned out to be a success. Normally its hard to get a seat at that peak hour, but sleepy sapien gotta do what a sleepy sapien gotta do! luck was on my side.. With my sleepy eyes, rest my bum on the seat and in less than a minute I was already dozed off into the world of unconsciousness like no one else’ business. Couldn’t care less whether I roar or snore.. Suddenly my pieceful, recharging moment was disturbed by an interfered voice of the Commuter driver broadcasted out from the speaker saying a foul language.. “Pantat Dalam, Pantat Dalam…. ” damn… I was awake the whole journey…
