30 minutes contemplation.

sarong photo girl., originally uploaded by marshma11ow.

I have 1 hour before we go to Midvalley and buy a wedding gift for a colleague's wedding tomorrow. SO, let me kill my time to blog. Damn.. where do i start now. So much things to blog so lil time. Had nasi lemak so called rendang ayam this morning and i am still full. What can we get later for RM170 (money pool collected from my department). Someone suggested a baby stroller. LOL. Well, since this friend of ours already made a clear statement on getting preggy on her first night.. Baby stroller would be a cool thing to consider.

I am being a cool biatch and extra rebellious today . Wearing jeans.. or denim is a NO-NO here even if its during dress-down day like today. I just don't give a farting shit anymore. Sack me if they need to. I went down to the pantry with my "don't give a shit" look. Had my nasi lemak and did notice the one kind look as if you are wearing a red undies on top of your blue tight pants. (only superman is officially allowed to do that). As my strong and rebellious instinct forced me this morning, I DON'T CARE. After my happy moment with nasi lemak, we walked out the pantry and guess who i bumped into? Tan Sri ***! erk. fart. Within my 4 glorious years working in *** i have never seen him in flesh. (only in the company profile under the Board of director section) .. and all of the sudden there were other bosses i occasionally seen seems to pop out walking around in the office like what happen in a cheap movie scene (in which when the movie director says "ACTION", everyone seems to crowd the frame from GOD knows where). I still put that dont-give-a-shit look and just act like a visitor. lalalalal.

Life has not being really productive lately. Motivation and morale bar has turned critically red. Lots of insecurities and confusions going along my way. Finally the company is offering me to a permanent post. Unfortunately, its still not good enough for me. Of course, with a number of years working my ass off i deserved something more than that. Its time to move and dig for other opportunities elsewhere. I'm not going to sit and complain. I guess its time to achieve the satisfaction of working rather than working for the sake of earning. Without doubts, it is hard.. (way way harder than i thought) but everything's got to change. And the only person who could drive me to change is myself. I will be officially leaving this company in September. What will happen next? I am not sure myself. Maybe got married to a rich guy? (ahahaha.. dreaaam on!) Having my own studio with my own galleries on my own wall of fame is still my dream i need to pursue. Yes. It's time to leave.. For now lets go to Midvalley and find the wedding pressie, girls!!!!

the girl in Manjalara?

Dah jadi actress dah minah ni. I came back a lil early for buka puasa couple of days back. Took my remote control and switch channels randomly. This actress in "Manjalara" reminds me of someone. Hey, i used to shoot this girl for her portfolio sometime ago. And those photos you see came out from my camera. hehehe...

Congratulation, Farah!

sinful site.

I am fasting. But I can't help being in and drooling myself over this sinful site. Being a big big fan of potato and cheese, I guess I am becoming a big fetish of this mouth-watering site.

time flies and left me behind..

life's a pitch, originally uploaded by marshma11ow.

remembering those happy moments.

.. and damn! it took me about a year to post this one.

and in less than a month, i gotta hand this lovely girl of mine to a guy who's responsible to take care of her for the rest of her life. (he better be!)
I am sad and HAPPY at the same time..

Boxer Owner Wanted!

- for making my jaw cramped due to laughing
- for teasing my brain
- for spoiling me with nice words and thoughts. You never knew how big my ass became now.

finally, i went diving!

this picture has nothing to do with what i did today. no, i did not go diving nor snorkeling. and this cute lil fish i captured was from the aquarium in amcorp mall. hehehe.. how pathetic.

i was on an island last two weekends. the first was in perhentian, and a week after was in pulau ketam. (would you consider pulau ketam an island? well as long as you need to take a boat/ferry i still consider one!) i am still suffering from island bug and decided to keep the island mood by posting this cute fishy. (as if i was diving.. sangat menyedihkan!) okkay, enough with my contemplation.

i am diverting my stressful thought for tonite and how i wish i could turn the clock backwards. I HATE MONDAYS!!! happy monday, people!

bebola

bebola, originally uploaded by marshma11ow.

jalan jalan kat CM, ternampak those rattan takraw keychain ball. Imagine how small keychain like that can look this big in 50mm.

loner

loner, originally uploaded by marshma11ow.

Yes I'm a loner and why do you care?

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A cat i shot captured in Pulau Ketam.

threesome

threesome, originally uploaded by marshma11ow.

"A threesome is the term which describes a sexual act involving three people, also referred to as a ménage à trois. To clarify the roles, a threesome does not have to mean that all three people are engaging in sexual activity specifically with all people in the threesome, but can be one person as the focus of attention (two men focusing on one woman, two women focusing on one man, etc.), and the other two engaging in sex with the same one person, but not necessarily with each other. However, all people are together in the same location during the experience. Some people think that when two men are with one woman that the men must somehow be bisexual, but this is often not the case. Instead, they just jointly participate in the threesome, both focusing on the same one woman.

Threesomes are of course also possible between all-same-sex participants, ie. three men or three women. This in fact removes one of the complications described above, as all the participants are presumably of the same sexual orientation."

- wiki

errrr... errr..

this is where i belong.

this is where i belong., originally uploaded by marshma11ow.

we decided to head to pulau ketam, port klang today for a different air.
i heard my friends talking about how pulau ketam could be a nice scene to capture.
so i went there...a half an hour journey from ktm subang, followed by another hour on ferry to pulau ketam was really worth a journey. pulau ketam is exactly as what i expected.

If you are into travel journalist type of photography, this is one of the must visit place. Especially for those who stays in town.. its suitable for a day trip.. and get back with bunch of native faces, abstract shots (my fave), a national geaographic style of photography photos to bring home.

heres a brief.. a wooden kampung houses with high wooden pillars floating above the sea. i'd say the major source of income there is fishing as 80% are fisherman. As i reached the shore of pulau ketam, the smell of fish swept by the hot warm breeze from the sea opens my eyes wide. I was so delightful to see how colorful the houses are painted. And some rustic walls faded with colorful paints really caught my eye.

i see kids, youth and folks mostly in bicycles as it is the major transportation on the island. Everything from shops, houses, school, police department, clinic and hose reel are elevated. The majority of the community is chinese. i can barely see indians and malays on the small island of crab.

Becareful and be extra vigilent when you walk on the small bridge around the village. Be alert with the bicycle bells because you might not want to get hit by one! You are dealing with pro cyclist! So bicycles, bicycles, bicycles are what you are going to see a lot.

did i mention its a good place for fashion photography too? well, off record we did some cam-whoring session. will post some of the cam-whoring session photos later..hehe..

.. to be continued..

ketam anyone??

island construction

island construction, originally uploaded by marshma11ow.

whats worse than to see these giant transformers destroying the mother nature. i hate to see this but then i whispered to myself, this would be a nice scene to capture. the dramatic sky seemed to agree with me.

bummer.

langit tak sebiru semalam

langit tak sebiru semalam.. i'm back in kl. the air is thicker, heavier and fuller with particles and debris.
my mind started working again around the clock.
i see mr grumpy all over me.
everything not seemed to work. how i wish the weekend doesn't end.
I hate mondays most of the time.
and today feels exactly like the mundane monday.
i was late to work again. i was dragging my feet and nagging myself how i wish i don't have to go to work. i had a photography assignment outa town. for the first time i did not complain a single word about having to work during weekend. and surprisingly, i'm loving it.

and one thing for sure..., hari ini... langit tak sebiru semalam..