senja

senja, originally uploaded by marshma11ow.

as i was driving back from work, the orangy tint of sky with a bluish hue of dusk made me glued my eyes on the carpet of earth.
as i get back home, i glanced out the window till the dusk darkened.
i saw this sillhouette of a bird stood calmly gazing i don't know what.
observation somewhat satisfying before he flew home to where he belongs and left me to ponder.

"sometimes you can't react, u just sit, observe and take a deep breath and allow things to fade before taking it further."

Macavity - the mysterious cat!

A friend told me about this mysterious + genius + adventurous cat named Macavity. I was amazed by it and decided to Google about it.

Its about a cat who takes regular bus to a fish and chips shop - 400m downtown several mornings a week. I was so amused when i read this article. Amaze yourself and check that furry Macavity out.

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..don't look back!

yesterday after a visit to the hospital i decided to do something that could divert my mind for a couple mo. I know by forcing myself to do any means of entertainment shall help sometime (what??? forced entertainment? shall entertainment be something good supposedly?) well, as a matter of truth i have not been watching movies be at the cinema or dvds as often as i used to. I have a season of Desperate Housewives and Heroes which almost covered with dust stored underneath my bed. How can one procastinate "Heroes"? ahhhh.. i hate to mention that.

So yesterday i decided to give "Jangan Pandang Belakang" a go. Based on the positive reviews from friends and media (especially friends who has not watched or put their EGO upfront when it comes to a malay flick). So I asked Miss L if she wants to join me. (as she is always be my screaming and peeping through hands partner when we watch horror movies. We gave up on korea/japanese horror movies at one point).

What i can say, it gave quite an impact to me as in driving alone late night. Brushing my teeth and facing the mirror in the toilet, sleeping alone and wake up in the wee hour of the morning and being in the lift alone. So i forced Miss L to acompany me last night (i know she's not too brave anyway to sleep alone). I must say, credit goes to the young script writer cum actor himself - Pierre Andre and Mak Mah a.k.a the senile scary Opah. (damn she did a bang up job!) - lets give them a big Mexican waive! and we are still the scared to shit grownups!

ps. the lift was playing a fool with me this morning. Stopped at weird floors with no one coming in. My hair stood and one cleaner came in and she never looked this creepy with her black trash bag. I whispered to myself.. "what if there's a dead body in it?". My floor seemed taking ages to reach. whatever happens, i said to myself.. "Don't look back..". spooky.

whats right may not be right.

The journey seems too long. The destination seems vague. I have no clue where this journey leads my destination to. Sometimes human live their life in danger. Risk is something they have to endure. There is no certain things in life. Everything falls in multiple possibilities and probabilities. But whats there to lose when there's only right or wrong. Some are lucky to bump into right at their first strike. But sometimes in order to find rights, wrongs seem to be one's next best friend. So, who am i to judge whether its right or wrong?

awan yang terpilu.

its a quiet morning. i tried to sleep in a lil more. Even though i know i have to wake up and drive to work. I glanced my cell phone and peeped at the the time. Its 6.30am. I refused to wake up. Not because i am too lazy to work or too sleepy to rise.. i just wish i could sleep even more so when the time i wake up everything would turn as bright as the day.

It was a gloomy week for me. Especially yesterday. Received a call from the hospital and that news made a gloomy self of me even gloomier. Its like a harsh storm striking right on to my head and dark clouds starts to take its part. I rushed back chasing the slow traffic and almost caught with an accident. The rain was too strong and the flood on the federal highway made my car skid for couple times. I tried to calm down and whisper GOD's name.

Fortunately things turn out not as bad as i thought. I managed to breathe a lil bit. I just want them to know how much i care and love them even though the situation is not the way it used to. A sigh of relief only last for a couple mo. The loneliness thickened. Where is the music and laughter when i need them the most? i sat down and cry again. Where is it? Maybe joy is meant to be temporary and promise are meant to be broken. Maybe it's gone. The lightning striked again. I weeped to sleep.

..and this morning, a very Tuesday morning.. i decided not to sleep and weep anymore. Took my wuduk and sit on my praying mat and whisper to GOD. Maybe HE'd listen to my sad soul.. i hope today is brighter than yesterday. Amin..

Marshmallow levitates

Marshmallow levitates, originally uploaded by ted adnan.

damn! I should've float higher.. maybe my magic spell didn't work out 100% this time.. thanks master ted for my magical moment shot and .. erm david blaine for the floating tips! You lift my spirit..

Kicking The Sun

Kicking The Sun, originally uploaded by marshma11ow.

Things can go whacky when you are bored. We had a good laugh during those ultimate jumps. But the result turned out quite serious and.. good. Thanks friends for the crazy sporting effort on this!