My RED RIBBON Exhibition.

life has been tough and tougher for the past few weeks. New job is squeezing every bit of me. Time has never been this short. I am chased by datelines, client's deliverables and.. foremost..my first exhibition project with Nikon Malaysia in conjunction with World's AIDS day which is going to be held in December. I had sleepless nights, nightmares and hardwork of collecting materials and sketching ideas to be poured into this project. Friends .. sorry for my long silence.. I am tied up. I've never been this occupied my whole life. This is one important milestone in my life. The most awaited and dreamed thing that grows bigger and bigger in my bubble of dreams.

I shall not talk more about the exhibition. More updates from time to time. But i am driven, motivated, and anxious about it. As for now.. lets keep it low.. shhhh..

sad moment for lolly

it was a tough time for lolly and even tougher for me. A day before raya i decided to get lolly spayed. Sooner or later we are going to send her so why not now? I left lolly at the vet to the surgeon and it was a sad moment for me to hand her over to the operation room. She was calm and quiet as if she understands and accept that this might be the best for her.

The doc told me it might take 3 hours as this is lolly's first period cycle! damn, i didn't know female cats do have periods too! (will it bleed like us women? ahh... else they'd have to wear pads! how cute! ok, i'm talking shit now..)

At about 5pm i received a call from the surgeon and lolly was successfully spayed. Damn it cost me $275 + the vaccine. But its ok as i'd do my best for the best interest of her. Lolly's condition was sad enough to witness. Her long fur was shaved and the stitch is clearly exposed. The doc put an Elizabethan Collar around her neck to prevent her from scratching the wound and she was still under anaesthetic - semi conscious. I carried her and put her in the carrier and brought her home. She was damn weak! She can hardly open her eyes, so i let her sleep as much as she requires.

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Its been 2 days, lolly is still in a very weak condition. She's not eating nor drinking. I am beginning to worry like mad. Tried to feed her food in small portion but she refused to. I am praying to GOD so my lil lolly will wake up healthy by tomorrow else i gotta send her again to the vet and get her dripped. :(


oh by the way, selamat hari raya peeps.. :(

stressful lolly

stressful lolly, originally uploaded by marshma11ow.

its mating season. she's horny and being grumpy. She started making weird noises and it put me awake the whole night! I didn't know handling one horny pussy is harder than i thought. Then we decided to send her to the vet to get neutered.

jolly lil lolly

jolly lil lolly, originally uploaded by marshma11ow.

close up of lolly.. my baby..
a very playful 10mth old kitty. she loves to curl around my leg and running around the house like a mad pussy!